Day #3

Hey there!

..or should I say boo? no, too cliche? okay then...

So yes, Happy Halloweeeen! This also means only two days till my 19th birthday yay! As I'm going back to Kent tomorrow my flat are having a halloween/birthday party for myself and another flat mate who has the same birthday as me.. so tonight let's get draaaaank!

Today has been a long day, still doing that damn assignment.. but good news is that it is now over half done, and I do have until Monday to hand it in as I can do it online so the pressure is off a bit. This has meant that I can get more excited for this evening without being as stressed, but still plod along with it.

My first photo isn't particularly interesting today.. just showing my 'equipment' whilst I'm getting ready for the night; straighteners, hairbrush and make up bag. Not the most interesting but that's as interesting as my day has been today!

This next photo is of my early birthday presents from my wonderful boyfriend. The CD at the front is all recordings of him singing his own songs, and then some covers of songs which mean something to us - so cute! And if you didn't realise.. I love maps, hence the mass of world map items that I love. Also he got me a minion poster as again, I adore disney and animations and all of that stuff!

Okay so it's time to get zombie-fied! But that means that I am off for now, and will tomorrow include a photo of everyone tonight. To end with though, here is a shameless pre-zombie prisoner selfie. Have a good Halloween!

Becca x

Day #2

Hi there,

Honestly, today has been a terrible day. Ever since I woke up I have been in a different head space to what I should be... actually it feels like I haven't even really woken up today.  I have had such bad back pain I'm starting to feel ill, and it has been commented that I don't look well - which is not a good sign. The worst part is the fact that my hip started hurting again today whilst walking to lectures, which hasn't happened in a good few months now which has led to me feeling even worse.

Today feels as if all I have done is sleep, go to lectures and work on my assignment. This essay isn't due in until Monday, however I am going home from Saturday till Wednesday so I need to hand it in before I leave.

With how I'm feeling at the moment all I want to do is curl up in a ball but I know that is not the way to deal with these emotions. I am forcing myself to get on with my essay but I have no motivation and that is scaring me. The first photo today is of what has been my view all day which is not fun and very riveting.

There is an up from now though, as currently I am spending time with my flatmates and we have just had a family meal of fajitas - proper family style too, with all the ingredients on the table and us all tucking in! Also we are now watching Frozen all sat around in our pyjamas which is really lovely and my mind is slightly away from how I'm actually feeling right now. I know I have to get back to my assignment, which I may start doing now as otherwise the evening will not be productive at all! So yeah, that's what my second photo is of below :-)

Anyway, I must get back to do my essay and watching Frozen - what a riveting night! I'll be back tomorrow,

Becca x

Day #1

Hi there, I'm Becca.

I'm new to this whole blogging and project 365 thing, but my boyfriend introduced it to me so we've decided to do it at the same time.

Honestly I am just looking for somewhere to be able to express the random shit that happens in my head, and to be able to share my photography along with that is a brilliant concept. Starting this project I want to be as truthful as possible with whoever happens to find this, so I might as well put it out there now - I currently suffer from depression and anxiety (which may explain why I may have some weird days) as well as having scoliosis, which has actually been corrected as I had spinal surgery in 2012. I have recently started university and this has given me an opportunity to start again, as cliche as that sounds, and I love that. I can be as honest as I like with people here about who I am which is amazing - especially now as I have an amazing boyfriend who supports me with everything.

Anyway enough of that shit... My first photo today is of my friend Mac who I've met here at uni. We are having a halloween/birthday party at our flat on friday, so today was the day for getting costumes and decorations. Here he is in all his beauty (or her beauty should I say.. as we now refer to him as Michelle in this costume) getting into the spirit of things before we put up the decorations.


So that's it for today, I will be back tomorrow!

Becca x