Honestly, today has been a terrible day. Ever since I woke up I have been in a different head space to what I should be... actually it feels like I haven't even really woken up today. I have had such bad back pain I'm starting to feel ill, and it has been commented that I don't look well - which is not a good sign. The worst part is the fact that my hip started hurting again today whilst walking to lectures, which hasn't happened in a good few months now which has led to me feeling even worse.
Today feels as if all I have done is sleep, go to lectures and work on my assignment. This essay isn't due in until Monday, however I am going home from Saturday till Wednesday so I need to hand it in before I leave.
With how I'm feeling at the moment all I want to do is curl up in a ball but I know that is not the way to deal with these emotions. I am forcing myself to get on with my essay but I have no motivation and that is scaring me. The first photo today is of what has been my view all day which is not fun and very riveting.
There is an up from now though, as currently I am spending time with my flatmates and we have just had a family meal of fajitas - proper family style too, with all the ingredients on the table and us all tucking in! Also we are now watching Frozen all sat around in our pyjamas which is really lovely and my mind is slightly away from how I'm actually feeling right now. I know I have to get back to my assignment, which I may start doing now as otherwise the evening will not be productive at all! So yeah, that's what my second photo is of below :-)
Anyway, I must get back to do my essay and watching Frozen - what a riveting night! I'll be back tomorrow,
Becca x
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