Day #275

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I was woken up this morning and that didn't make me so happy, as I like waking up on my own. Oh well it meant that I got up and I helped my dad out. We went food shopping and to the garden centre which was lovely. I forget how much I love flowers until I get there, or I get into the garden as dad is really enthuastic about it. 

I had work this afternoon/evening too. However I felt good when I finished though, and despite pain I felt up to going out. I managed to persuade my mother and father to come out which was wonderful. It was a slow walk as dad was hurting, but oh well to all be out was good.

Sleep tight,

Becca x

Day #274

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I had such a wonderful evening and night yesterday I woke up today feeling pretty content which was lovely. Will and I watched 'Walk The Line', the Johnny Cash biopic, and it was really good. I've kept meaning to watch it, but after we started the film before we fell asleep it was definitely the right time. I do love films like that I just always put off watching them for some reason, who knows why. 

When I got home I was in a lot of pain so decided to do some baking therapy. I used my electric mixer as to not hurt myself anymore though, and although that seems like a normal thing to do it is a pretty big thing for me to be aware and not over exert myself. I made some pretty cool lemon cupcakes that I put lemon curd and meringues on to decorate, so they'd resemble lemon meringue pies in cake form. 

For now I'm just relaxing as I'm back in work tomorrow, albeit not till 2.30pm, but still I love having time to relax. 

Sleep well,

Becca x

Day #273

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The majority of today has been quite lazy, although I did help dad out and we cleaned the kitchen and utility room. I do actually really enjoy cleaning, when I can really get into it and make a difference in tidiness too. 

This evening has been more interesting though. Will took me for a lovely meal in a little village called Worth, at the Blue Pigeon restaurant and B&B. The portions were huge so unfortunately I couldn't finish mine, but good old Will was there to help me out. We chilled back at Wills house for a few hours before heading into Deal. A few of my friends were out for drinks as one of them is only around for about a week. They are genuinely some of the nicest people I know, so getting Will to meet them too made my evening. I have had a few drinks so I'm feeling pretty happy right now, I just can't wait to sleep!

Adios muchachos,

Becca x

Day #272

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Not much has happened today either unfortunately. I was at work for about 6 hours today, which took up the majority of the actual day for me. Once I got back I have just been relaxing as I haven't felt too well. I didn't have any lunch with me so didn't eat between 9 and 4.30 so I didn't feel too fresh - oh well I'll be fine tomorrow. I had a lovely meal this evening of left over roast dinner though and that was wonderful - and chicken always makes me feel better! It's just myself, dad and dog so we have all just been chilling in front of the TV playing with scoob when she gets a sudden burst of energy. 

Adios,

Becca x

Day #271

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Today I was back to work and it wasn't the most fun. Oh well I've done it though and back to earning money again! The weather has been horrific so I haven't done anything other than work today so unfortunately nothing to report. 

Until tomorrow,

Becca x

Day #270

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I was feeling pretty down this morning. I don't really know why but I forced myself to exercise and that managed to pull me out a bit. My mum, my sister (she's come down for a friends birthday) and I took the dog out for a walk late this morning, although unfortunately not across the fields as the weather hasn't been very good. We managed to perform a miracle whilst we were out - an old Dalmatian was very happy to see us and the dog and was wagging her tail, which we were told she hadn't done in over two months, so that was wonderful. 

Later on Will popped over as he'd been with his grandparents in Folkestone. It was lovely to have him chilling with my parents as I don't think that's actually happened before. There were jokes going around so it made me very happy that everyone was together. We also decided to go out for a little walk which was lovely. It was a different one to this morning which was good, and it got my daily steps to surpass my goal. I love walking and I love Will so at the same time it was brilliant. 

Tonight I'm just waiting around to go and have to pick up my sister from a beer festival in Canterbury. I think my parents will be picking her up now, but just in case I'll stay awake. Tomorrow I'm back to work am I'm not particularly pumped for that but oh well. 

Have a super evening,

Becca x

Day #269

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Today I woke up feeling horrific. I ended up throwing up which meant I couldn't work - so I wasn't happy. At least I had the experience from working yesterday though. Because I've felt poop I haven't done anything really today apart from go food shopping with dad. The weather has been horrendous so mother and I aren't even taking the dog out. 

The photo shows my wrist wear at the moment. The pink band is obviously my band that I use to get into the war and peace show without paying, so if I happen to get a spare moment over the next few days I could have a proper look around. The black band is a new piece of technology my parents got me. It's a fitness bracelet and tracks all the steps you take, how far you're walking, the calories you burn, and the length and depth of your sleep. It is a really cool device and I look forward to really using it. Today I've hardly done anything as it's been a lazy day, but oh well at least it's a start. 

Have a good weekend,

Becca x

Day #268

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Today I had a brand new experience, as I did my first shift at The War And Peace Show in Folkestone. This event celebrates and commemorates various wars that we have gone through with different stalls, cars and tanks. People seem to throw themselves into the era that they are most interested in, with various soldiers and 60s ladies walking the grounds - it's wonderful to see.

I was in charge of a bar on my own for a few hours which is crazy for me. This is the first time that I have worked a bar, so to have one to myself was an experience - but a good thing to do and to put on my CV. I actually enjoyed pulling pints and serving customers today, so hopefully tomorrow will be the same level too. It is supposed to rain though so it is unsure as to whether as many people will visit, or if they will just hide from the weather in the bars. It was interesting to do something different to my normal job where I don't get face to face contact with my customers, but then it did mean I had to focus more on my appearance which isn't usually like me! Oh well, just one more day then back to the call centre.

I hope your day has been good.

Becca x

Day #267

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Today Will and I went on a spontaneous day out, and ended up at Wingham Wildlife Park! I'm so happy as I've wanted to go there for months now, and it was a lovely day to go with - and pretty good company too. I used to work there as a volunteer a year and a half ago, so it was good to go back. Everything has changed and updated so much though and it is pretty amazing now. Walking into the lemur walkthrough (which I used to run) it was wonderful as the lemurs were jumping on me and going for cuddles, I know they don't remember me but I can hope. The only thing I think would improve the park is if they had elephants - but I'm just biased as they will always be my favourite animal. I will not rest until I meet one in person! Spending the day with Will again was lovely and really valued, as we probably won't see each other until next week now as we are both working.

Tomorrow I start at the War and Peace Show so it's an early night for me! Sleep tight,

Becca x

Day #266

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Today I woke up in agony. I was in a lot of pain yesterday and the day before as a result of the whiplash, but today it seemed to snowball. It had hindered my sleep too, and knowing me that is not a good thing. I was due to work at the War and Peace Show tomorrow, however have changed that slightly to give myself more time to recover. Now I am working on Thursday and Friday as thank fully the organiser understood the situation. Dad took me into Folkestone to get my uniform though, and I made sure I got a bigger size for comfort if I was going to be in it all day working. It could also be hot which means I need a bit of extra room to breathe too! I'm feeling good about myself because if I had got that size not too long ago I would have been super upset, but this was for the best so this is good. It means that my body confidence could be increasing so we shall see.

Adios,

Becca x

Day #265

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Super busy day again for us! As we stayed in London last night we decided to make the most of our time here and do some interesting stuff. We went to Hoxton for breakfast at a place called Bills, and it was gorgeous. I haven't had bread or pastries in a while so it was just what I needed. We then made our way over to the British Library and had a look and relax in there - but honestly we were so exhausted it was the seats that were our saviours.

Next on the agenda was to go and meet another of Wills brothers. I hadn't met this brother before so that was really nice, and means I have met most of the family now! After a coffee reload and chat it was off to the Science Museum where we had a bit of a learn and investigate, but as there were so many people we didn't end up staying there that long and are now just waiting for an adult night to explore properly.

We then got on the tube to St James Park where we met my mother from work. The three of us walked through the Park to Horse Guards Parade and into Leicester Square which was lovely - especially in the warm weather. We went to St Pancras and sat at the Grand Northern Hotel opposite the station and mum treated us each to a cocktail. I have no idea what was in mine but it was strong and was described as a 'Strawberry Frappe' so how could I resist? Mum then left for the train and we met Wills uncle for dinner. The restaurant was absolutely lovely, and again it was nice to spend time with him and get to talk.

I've not long got back and I am exhausted so off to bed for me now. I hope you've had a good Monday!

Becca x

Day #264

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Will and I are in London right now, after a very long day at Citadel festival in Victoria Park. We met mid-morning on the train and made our way straight to our hotel in London Fields. Leaving our bags there we began the short trek to the venue and got very excited - despite getting right outside and having blisters already (oh well).

The festival itself was amazing - with such a good mix of music, drink, food and comedy. The weather was brilliant too and I got a little bit of a tan. At first I couldn't work out whether it was a tan or dirt as it was so dusty there, but at least I managed to get some sort of colour! We also met with Will's brother, his girlfriend and their friends and that was lovely. I hadn't seen his brother since Christmas so it was good to see him again, and meet new people too.

We are both absolutely shattered, so shower and sleep here! Good night,

Becca x

Day #263

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Today I went to work despite being in agony and forced myself to stay as long as possible. I managed to stay until just after 12 so did a good 4 hours which I am proud of. I had to leave because of how unwell and in pain I was, and I also needed to go to the hospital to be checked out. I was in and out within 20 minutes which was good, and was told that I have soft tissue damage which isn't good but will heal over time. Medication-ed up though I had to go into town to get some last minute bits for the festival tomorrow, and somehow that ended up with new shoes, clothes and a book. I haven't sat down and read for ages so hopefully tonight before I go to sleep I'll be able to start my new book - Go Set A Watchman by Harper Lee. Exciting times!

Aloha,

Becca x

Day #261

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Today I didn't feel so good when I woke up. On my way to work there was a ridiculous amount of lorries so I was enclosed between loads of lorries and was slightly late. It wasn't a good start to the day but it got better by the end of the shift. 

Mum and I went for another walk this evening. We decided to go on the same route that we did yesterday to see if we could best it - and we did! We managed to shave 4/5 minutes off of it and quickened our pace too. Hopefully we're going to keep doing this on various routes to see how much better we can get. 

Bye for now,

Becca x

Day #262

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When I woke up I was still having ear pain so I decided to go to the doctors. I managed to get an early appointment to get it checked out, and it seems I have a viral infection with inflamed tonsils (and a huge gland on one side). As its vital unfortunately there was nothing they could give me, so I'm just going to have to wait it out. 

I had to go back into Folkestone for an appointment later this morning, and I thought it was going to be just a normal trip. However as I was turning into a side road another driver decided to speed up and overtake, and this resulted in them going into the side of me. Never did I think within 7 months that this would happen again. Luckily it's just the dents and scratches that you can see in the photo, but still it's very frustrating. The jolt of the impact is already starting to ache and I'm not happy, I've got my festival on Sunday and I want to be able to enjoy it. 

If I'm up to it hopefully mother and I will be going for another walk tonight, but I'm not going to stress over it yet. 

I hope you're day has been good,

Becca x

Day #260

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Today has started off wonderful. I headed over to Wills this morning and we walked into Deal town. Whilst we were there we did something quite big - and booked our first holiday together! We are now officially going to Crete on the 8th of September for a week, and I cannot wait. It's going to be the perfect relax after finishing work and before going back to uni. 

Since then I haven't felt well though. I'm super drained and I don't know why at the moment. I've been doing a lot more exercise so I'm also aching and quite uncomfortable. I just don't really know what to do with myself which sucks. 

Oh well, work tomorrow!

Becca x

Day #259

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Guess who's back with photos? Oh yeah - that's me! I've picked up my new phone and it's good to have it again. It was fine without this iPhone but I definitely do appreciate having mine back. 

My dad took me to Canterbury this morning so that I could get my phone and we could just have a chill. Also did some shopping whilst we were there and it was lovely to spend time with him again. When I got home I had a relax so I was ready for work, then it was lunch time for me. As I left for work there had been an accident just down the road involving a lorry and a car I believe, so my usual route had been blocked. This meant I was a little late for work, but at least I had a drive through the countryside! Now I'm just relaxing and watching television - crazy times. 

Stay golden,

Becca x

Day #258

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Nothing really to report today, as I've just been working. I didn't get up until about 11, so I did some just dance then got ready for work. Tomorrow I'm off to get my phone which is exciting, hopefully anyway. 

Sleep well,

Becca x

Day #257

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I woke up bright and early this morning and felt refreshed, which was lovely to feel like that again. As I said yesterday it is weigh in day, and the results are good so far! I have lost 3 pounds in two days (well pretty much a day and a half), as well as an inch off my chest and waist, and half an inch off my hips. This is good and has given me enthusiasm to carry on with this - it's worth it for sure.

As I couldn't sleep I decided to do my daily exercise. Today I did 15 minutes of Just Dance-ing, and then went on a 25 minute walk, before 10 o'clock. That's good for me! I'll hopefully go out later too but that is weather dependent, and at the moment it doesn't bode so well.

I had a nap today, much like a crazy student does. This evening is going to be spent just relaxing with my family, as my sister is driving back to London tomorrow morning early. I am back to work tomorrow but not until the afternoon, so hopefully I'll be able to have a lie in.

Sending positive thoughts for the week ahead.

Becca x

Day #256

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Today I had work and my parents came home. I had an hour lunch so I had just enough time to come home and quickly see them when they got back, and my sister was there too so it made me super happy. This afternoon at work though was really slow as there was barely any calls, so when I finished I was pretty relieved.

I'm on Day Two of my aloe vera cleanse and it's okay actually. I'm getting quite hungry as I can't eat yet until tomorrow, but it's a satisfying hunger in a good way. Tomorrow is weigh in and measurement day so we shall see how it's been going.

As I have to exercise every day, despite being so tired from not eating, I managed to persuade my mum to keep me company on a dog walk. We went on a lovely long walk along the cliffs and through fields, and the weather was pretty sweet.

I'm super tired so off to sleep for me!

Becca x

Day #255

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Today I have been in work from 7.30am - 1pm, so although it was a early start it's allowed me to have the rest of the day for myself. I made the most of this by having a nap when I got back - I want to be back in a student 'routine'! Since then I've been doing little jobs again, including going shopping for bread and milk all for my family returning tomorrow. I've also taken the dog out for a walk, and as the weather cools I am going to mow the lawn as it's just looking a bit untidy at the moment.

Today my detox arrived and I'm so excited. It's a nine day detox, but I am going to finish it next Saturday so that I can feel better for the festival on Sunday. It's mainly shakes and aloe vera to cleanse the body and lose weight, so hopefully within a week I'll be able to share decent results with you!

Keep smiling,

Becca x

day #254

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i do apologise for the lack of photos at the moment, however with my phone being out of action and just being so busy I am unable to upload any.

Today was my day off and it was wonderful. This morning was spent doing 'chores' around the house and just being useful. It's all in preparation for my parents coming home this weekend, because I'll be trying my hardest not to annoy them!

This afternoon I met Will at his grandparents, and then off to Canterbury it was for us! The main reason was to sort out my phone, and we finally have some movement as I should have a new phone by the beginning of the next week. Will also needed to do shopping for work clothes so we sorted that too. Our trip was rounded off with a trip to a Mexican Burrito bar, and I am so happy with that as I have wanted a burrito for weeks now.

Sleep well,

Becca x

Day #253

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today I had my first late shift and it was a different experience. It was also the shortest shift I have done so far so it was odd indeed. Due to the timings of work I had to have my dinner at lunch time, and have just had lunch for my dinner, which is odd indeed. Today I did some errands in town including; sorting out my next years rent, returning a Wii remote, and trying once again to sort my phone. The big surprise is that they couldn't help me then and there so tomorrow Will and I are off to Canterbury nd hopefully I'll be able to have a new phone again! Tonight I'm just relaxing and trying to enjoy my last few nights alone.

A bientôt,

Becca x

Day #252

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today is now day three without a phone, and the potential is that I could be this way for another two weeks. I've spent about and hour on the phone to Apple today trying various ways to sort the problem but to no avail so it needs to be fixed - be that sent off or done in store. that is the most exciting part of my day, as i have just been as work as usual. I've changed my hours for tomorrow though so that I am only in for 4 hours. I'm also not in until 5pm so I have the day to run my errands.

Adios,

Becca x

Day #251

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overall I have felt much better today, but I'm still a bit down and drained. I have taken the first steps to combat this though, as I have spoken to my supervisor about doing slightly less hours. This means hopefully my life won't be completely around work and I can have some more time to myself. Or even actually work at the other job I'm supposed to do at the zoo.

My phone is still messed up today too, so I'm going to have to call Apple soon. The only issue is that I've been on the phone all day so don't really want to have to be on it again - but the longer I leave it the more money is wasted. I'll do it soon I'm sure.

I did plan to go swimming today after work but honestly I am too tired. Instead I am going to hit up Just Dance on the Wii, as it makes me feel good and gets a proper sweat on. Good for weight loss indeed, and with Citadel in less than two weeks I want to feel good.

Adios,

Becca x

day #250

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today has been a write off, it's not been good at all. when I awoke this morning I didn't feel well anyway, and then as it got closer to the time I needed to get ready for work my anxiety increased and I couldn't handle it. I felt really lonely and all I needed was to speak to my parents. I didn't end up going to work so I managed to Facetime my parents which is just what I needed.

However, my phone also broke. It won't turn on or update or even restore, so I'm a bit confused. I've spoken to my cousin who used to be an Apple Genius, but even he couldn't help. After work tomorrow I will have to try and sort it out, but luckily I'm using my dads phone at the moment.

I hope you're day has been better than mine.

Becca x

Day #249

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Today has been my day off and I've taken full advantage of relaxing. I managed to get my wii working again so did some just dance and did some washing as well - crazy. I also went out quickly to get some wine for Wills parents and grandparents, as a thank you for feeding me over the past few weeks. 

This evening was spent at Wills grandparents. It was his uncles birthday so he came down from London for a lovely meal. We were sat outside in the garden with a glass of Pimms and it was pretty awesome. It was nice to have a relax and just sit around talking, prepping for another long shit tomorrow. 

Enjoy your evening 

Becca x

Day #248

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The early shift today was actually pretty good. It was nice to be in and out early, and have the day as well. Unfortunately I've not been very well again and have had a massive headache since being home so I haven't done everything I wanted to do. I have the day off tomorrow though so hopefully I can sort stuff out then. 

Viva Friday!

Becca x

Day #247

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Will stayed last night and it was lovely to wake up to him again. It wasn't the best night sleep as it was so hot last night, but just to have someone with me was very reassuring after being alone for so long.  Today has just been full of work again, but the good news is that the strike has finished at the moment so hopefully less angry people - but of course that won't happen. I'm only in from 7.30-1 tomorrow so I have the whole afternoon to nap then do all the housework which sadly in looking forward to!

Sleep well,

Becca x

Day #246

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Today has been the hottest day in 9 years - and I've been stuck inside! The port at Calais have been on strike since Monday so there have been no sailings, so I've been dealing with that. After work I actually went swimming in my own which was nice, just quite painful. I pushed myself though and it was worth it. 

Hump day is nearly over!

Becca x

Day #245

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Today was my day off an it was wonderful. Will got the train to Folkestone to meet me and we had a wander around town. We then went on an adventure and walked along the cliffs to the memorial, where we went to the newly refurbished 'scramble experience'. It was lovely to be outside then get involved with history too. Also as the weather was so good I enjoyed actually getting to be outside in the heat and sun!

Sleep well

Becca x