Hey there.
This is hard for me to do, posting photos of my body, but I needed to do it. I have always had issues regarding my weight and body in general, but now is the time I will actually be doing something about it.
Being a student and trying to be healthy is hard. It may not seem it, but when you're trying to save as much money as possible, healthy food is expensive. It's so much quicker and easier to just have pasta or something like that, which unfortunately is carbs (my favourite worst nightmare). I am going to be committed from now though, as I can't keep on feeling this way.
It is hard for me, being active, due to my back. I absolutely hate using it as an excuse, but honestly sometimes it makes things so much harder for me. On days where I'm hurting so much I can't get comfortable, I can't be active. Usually I turn to food for comfort, but not anymore. I am aiming to push myself through the pain - not to the point of causing any more problems - so that I can be fit again. Before I had my operation in 2012 I was the fittest I've ever been and I felt fantastic and happy, and it's been a downward spiral since then. Stuff it, I'm going to be like that again (but even cooler).
Anyway, early night for me as I'm still super ill. I thank you in advance for putting up with my body updates, but I'm using this blog as a diary to be as open as possible - and reach people who feel the same and me.
Good night!
Becca x
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