Hey there.
I woke up in a good mood today, but unfortunately it didn't last. When I got home from Wills I decided to try my bikinis on to see how they looked, and it initiated a breakdown. I haven't looked at myself in the mirror and felt sick in a good few weeks so my self confidence has taken a big hit today. I'm trying to be positive but the thought of being in public in a bikini scares the hell out of me. I know I've come far from where I started but it's just not enough.
Apart from that I've done a few little things today. I had my haircut, changed some money for holiday, and baked. We were given apples from another neighbour so as my sister is here I made an apple crumble. It was super good again, and my mother said it may be better than the first one! I also took the dog out with my sister to get some fresh air. It was nice to be outside, as well as getting to talk to her properly.
I'm a bit cold and worried I'm coming down with something so I'm in bed getting ready to fall asleep. Sleep well,
Becca x
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