Hey there.
The day before an exam is always horrible. Especially for a worrier like me. I know it isn't a big deal really, and it is only first year, but I hate exams with a passion as I never manage to reach my full potential in them. I did do well in my GCSEs but it has gone very rapidly down hill from there, and I don't want this to be even worse than last year. This is something I love and I want to prove to myself I am doing the right thing with my life. My stress levels are causing me to become overtired and therefore unmotivated, as well as having a lot of pent up feelings about other stuff too. I keep fixating on my weight at the moment, even though I know I am not fat, I am just not comfortable in my own skin right now. And for some reason this has come out in my doodles earlier.
I have been productive today though and went into town. I bought myself a harmonica so that when I have more spare time I can sit down and learn a new instrument, and hopefully that'll make Will happy too as we may finally be able to be in a little band of our own. Also, I made an awesome tuna pasta bake and I'm proud that I am actually cooking. There is so much that there will be enough for a few days which is a big relief, as I won't have to panick about cooking as well as revision.
Anyway I need to get to bed and de stress. Good night!
Becca x
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