I don't quite know what happened a few hours ago, but I was suddenly overcome with anxiety and became super stressed. I'd been having a lovely time with Will, but I had to just leave. I came back to mine and did some work in preparation for my exam tomorrow - I still have to memorise what I'm writing but hopefully it won't be too bad.
Anyway, back to the breakdown. I had to get away, so when Will came to check on me I decided that I wanted to just go for a drive. We put on our music and just drove for about half an hour and it was absolutely wonderful and really quite relaxing. Once we got back we sat in my bed cuddling, watching Netflix and eating ice cream - pretty perfect and I can definitely say I destressed a lot.
Apart from that episode, I've mainly been working today for my exam. As I said it isn't too bad, but I just want it over and done with now - especially because it is on a Saturday, and is my penultimate exam. The worst part is having to remember your answer, as it is a seen question (well two), so you have to have to memory as well as the knowledge. Safe to say I'm scared I'm going to have mind blank.
Oh well, also today I finally stripped my hair again. As of this moment I am no liger pink or purple, and am now a rather fetching shade of ginger. That is totally cool though, it's a nice colour. I may end up dying it light brown on Tuesday to celebrate end of exams, but honestly I'm just going to wait and see how I feel.
Anyway I'm off to sleep so I can wake up refreshed, and ready to smash this exam.
Becca x
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